Don't talk with a smile please

I don't like people who talk to me with a smile anymore.I've come to realise that such people are very sly and one shouldn't take what they say at face value.There's always something negative hidden behind that smile.And today I was backstabbed by such a person.It's sickening when the person you respect does that.

So keep your smile to yourself.

Shut The Fuck Up!

My neighbour's son comes to my home sometimes.I don't like his company much therefore I try my level best to make decent excuses to stop him from coming over.Only once in a blue moon do I allow him to come over so he can surf on the internet or scan his mobile phone with my laptop or download a song etc...all the things which he can't do at his home.

The reason I don't want him around is because I find his company annoying.His most annoying habit boils my blood.Which is : A few months ago I bought a new pair of jeans.Good brand,good quality,good prize.I'm happy but he fucks it up when he says,"Oh! you could have bought these for much less.I know this place...blah blah blah". And today when I showed him my new earphones,he was off again with his "Oh I've got uch better earphones which I got or a lot less than what you paid for... blah blah blah blah blah blah...".

Motherfucker!

I really hate it when people do that.I know I'm not buying overpriced shit.Well that's not the point.The point is that I'm happy with what I bought.Really happy.So why are you trying to fuck my happy moment with your fucking bullshit? It just makes me wonder whether you are suffering from inferiority complex.If yeah then go to some damn shrink and get yourself checked.It's really sad how sad people can be.So dear neighbour plz shut the fuck up and get a life.

Breakfast at a roadside stall

Today morning I had breakfast at a roaside stall.Junk food of course but it was good.The stall was serving choley-kulche,choley-parathe n samosas.Tasty,cheap and very filling.

Samosas.

  Chole-kulchey

   

Chole-kulchey

 

                                               and Choley parathe.

Room shifting.Again!

I gotta start hunting for a new room coz my landlady has given me a verbal eviction notice.No,I haven't been bad...it's just that her younger son is getting married so she wants every room in the house at her disposal .

There's a saying "whatever happens, happens for the best". And I think in this case it's true.I wanted to break away from my roommate earlier but I refused to shift that time.And now I've been presented with a splendid opportunity to live alone again.Hurray!

Now starts the hard part.I wanna stay away from those brokers and save money.I hate those brokers.Fucking dogs.It only makes the task harder but I don't mind.Going around house to house enquiring about a single room in the october heat ? No probs.Better to have the heat around than rabid dogs.

This incident has made me reflect back on my life.My life has always been turbulent to say the least...no fucking stability.In the last 11/2 years I must have shifted 3 times.And not to forget all the previous storms I had to weather.And I still AM.Although my superstitious mum would probably put the planet saturn at fault.Haha! She's funny.

Anyways...big day tomorrow.

 

Last Exam

Today is my last exam of the second semester.And honestly,I'm not thinking about it one bit.Only the 'after exam party' and booze is going on in my head.I know I'm getting ahead of myself but I don't care.I just want this lousy exam to get over asap so I can finally drink (havent drunk since 2 weeks). Cheers to that!

Bastards won't let me sleep

It's 3am now and my sleep has been broken by these bastards who are blasting live music.Some goddamn kid's 1st birthday celebration.I'm sure that kid is also crying,along with everyone who can't sleep coz of all the noise his loved ones are creating.Fuckin retards!!!

If this was Bombay they would have been behind bars by now.I wonder why there aren't such laws here as well.Oh! now I know...the chief minister of this state is a lady who calls herself the 'messiah of the poor' while she herself wears jewellery worth millions.Bitch!

Now where did I keep my rocket launcher? hmmm.

Love - A bittersweet pill

We broke up 2 months ago.After being together for two years it's not easy to just forget about it.After the break-up I ignored romantic movies,romantic songs,break-up songs and almost anything that would only add salt to my wounds.Instead I would watch action movies and listen to heavy metal.Silly maybe but I did anything to escape the hurt.

It feels so weird when everything that pre-occupied you with her during the relationship vanishes with it.No more smsing each other almost every minute,no more running to the shop at 11pm to recharge her sim so that she can call me,no more waiting for her to come back from her visit to her family,no more waiting to meet up and hang out,no more dreams.Only an emotional vacuum.

All the dreams we dreamt together about our future died with the relationship.

She was an amazing person.A really good soul who's kindness could be really touching.She's a doctor.I'm really proud of her.I loved everything about her.Sometimes I wonder whether I'll meet someone like her again.

I can't believe how two people can remain 'just friends' after breaking up).I don't believe in being this 'just friends' bullshit.She wanted to remain 'just friends' but I didn't want to.Had no interest in being 'just friends' and prolonging the hurt.So I changed my mobile number,email address etc.Haven't met her sinceNot that she wanted to.I don't have any hard feelings towards her.I understand why she went away.I miss her a lot sometimes.

It's been 2 months and I do watch romantic movies now.Romantic songs have found place in my playlist again.I seem to be doing well now.Touchwood.

Love is a bittersweet pill.It indeed is.

I'll wink at your sister!!!

Sometimes I really feel like winking at gals who walk past me :)  U know when someone walks past you there is an eye contact with that person for a fleeting moment? This naughty idea really excites me just because of it's naughtiness.It's funny but I know it will be anything but funny if the gal slaps me.Haha! Regardless of the consequences,I'll definetly give it a try :)

Moon

I like the moon a lot.More than the sun anyday.And since the last 3 nights,the moon has been shining real bright.The moonlight illuminates my terrace and makes it look very beautiful..I just love lying down on the terrace and gaze at the stars while the moon silently watches me.Bliss :)

Poem : Embers Of Love

I wrote this poem in memory of my ex-girlfriend.We are not together anymore but I still have fond memories of her.

Embers Of Love


All those times that I spent with you,
Were the best moments ever in my life,
Never knew,never loved someone like you before,
Just hearing your voice left me mesmerised.


And how can I forget that monday,
When I met you for the very first time,
Butterflies in my stomach,
It was the best day ever of my life.


And being right next to you,
I couldn't take my eyes off you,
Pinched myself so hard,
If it was a dream then let it go on,
I just wanted and wanted that moment
to really hold on...


And now we're so close yet so far,
It really hurts to see you take a different path,
Although I knew you weren't mine completely,
I still loved you from the very core of my heart.


Looking back at those two years,
All the moments that we shared,
I'm glad that I met you,
You showed me what love was,
So only I know n I know the real meaning of this song.


All those times that I spent with you,
Were the best days ever of my life,
Never knew,never loved someone like you before,
I wish I could be right next to you for just one last time.

The unnecessary debacle after YSR's death

The democratically elected chief minister of Andhra Pradesh,YSR,died in a helicopter crash recently.The state has been without a chief minister ever since.Maybe they've appointed a temporary chief minister but I'm not sure of that.What I do know is that the ruling party in the state is divided upon declaring YSR's son as the next chief minister of Andhra Pradesh.And this is what gets my goat.

It would be very unwise to get carried away by the emotional wave that has swept the people of Andhra Pradesh after the popular YSR's sudden demise and allow his son to take the reigns.India is a democracy and in a democracy there's no place for dynastical form of government.Besides late YSR's son has little or no experience in the politics.

Just because you are the son of a dead chief minister doesn't mean you have the right to succeed him.Not in a democracy.